@cattmono
I just got fired without reason (right before Christmas) and this video is what I needed. Thank you for your input, I love your videos very much! I hope you keep being happy and healthy <3
@mariagilyova3445
Dear Evelyn, I'm a therapist. Congratulations for starting your way to the better life via therapy route ❤
@shalynthng7049
I just had an awful night looking at other people's achievements on social media and feeling bitter about myself. As I click into your video today, while having my lunch, I never would have thought that this video would bring me close to tears. You are definitely not alone in this journey :') felt like I was meant to watch this video on this day, for a good reason.
@davidcallow
Hey there, you know it’s very easy to get lost in the numbers (especially coming from corporate), I think it’s important to understand that the audience you build are here for the journey you’re on. Nothing has to be perfect, keep on creating content and pushing forward 💪
@Waheedalabloomer
I know it must not easy for you to share this deep insecurity vulnerably. I hope you also take time to celebrate how far you have come and inspire your little community here, Evelyn. have a good and light-heartedness holidays and recharge <3 take care!
@manuelendra3546
You are the only Youtuber I know who is not a glamorous person that noone can ever be but someone who shows themselves as an authentic human being, ups, downs and everything in between included. Your vlogs feel like reading a very realistic biography or diary. Thank you ❤
@thezengirl3685
Dear Evelyn, here I am, half way across the world, nodding my head to everything you’re saying. I feel your “stuckness” every day, and I’ve been listening to the two podcasts you mentioned every day, feeling that there’s something inside of me that wants to break out but gets stifled instead, I want to start something, but somehow the first step takes forever to happen… Wish when I’m back to China, we can catch up and exchange ideas!
@camscornerbooks
The Body Keeps the Score is the most life changing book I’ve ever read. I adore it. I recommend it to everyone.
@AnalogDave
I can sum up my 20s about the same way you are. I didn't really know "who I was" until my 30s, and now in my 40s I am finally confident in who I am. I'm not sure what you are going through is because you quit you 9-5 or if it just because its what happens to people in your stage of life. Probably some combination of both, but I went through very similar feelings working a full time corporate job during the day and taking night classes at university through my 20s. (yeah, I didn't graduate until 29) Good to see you posting again if that's what brings you joy. Happy holidays.
@RaychRamos
so much feels in this video! was in the same place way back 2018 when I quit my day job and decided to pursue content creation. (I did go back to work after 6 months hehe). sending you love and thanks for sharing this! I hope you feel better (but do know it does and you will be better to! the challenges will make you stronger and wiser.) Keep on going, Evelyn!
@TeresaRuas
Dear Evelyn, many thanks for your videos. I would like to tell you how much I appreciate your grounded point of view and that you show us a little of Guangzhou.I would love to see more of your beautiful city and the life that happens there. I don't usually have a lot of patience to videos that show just Europe and those kind of lifestyles as a good life, so your channel is one a feel really happy to have found! It's a breath of fresh air. Hugs from Brazil.
@SLBlue8
Thanks for sharing your vulnerability. Often we see the upside of people's life on social media and I start questioning myself if I'm at the right place. Growing up in Asian household, it was challenging for me to have a close relationship with my mom. I grew up feeling not good enough and that feeling lasted until now. Recently I joined a big tech company as TPM. As an introvert I prefer a small company setting without the politics, and here I am struggling each day feeling I'm not good enough for this job. Feeling uncomfortable with my current position, I do hope that I will overcome this challenge and will not be defeated at the end 😊 Thank you for the book recommendation as well ❤
@msda.
I appreciate your honesty so much and I can relate a lot with being too hard on myself and thinking I'm not good enough. I was fired a couple of months ago and I'm still figuring what to do. I feel so frustrated with job interviews and I've been thinking a lot lately that actually I don't wanna go for another 9:5 but also I need to pay the bills 😅 it's a hard but beautiful moment as you said. l like the onion analogy. Also, fun fact: I was so amused to see your olive oil is the same one we have in Brazil 😂 I was like: wait I know this! Lol
@facisseJ
I’m also reading the Body Keeps the Score - it’s a lot to take in, but wow, it really puts things into perspective. I’m also 29 and completely rediscovering myself as a human. In astrology, 29 is around the time Saturn returns to its position when you were born. It’s called your Saturn Return, and it’s kind of like a coming of age. “Generally speaking, this powerful time is defined by profound growing pains that catalyze radical metamorphosis.” - from an article by The Cut if you’d like to read it, it’s super interesting! Anyway, I just wanted you to know that you’re not alone in feeling like this. It seems like you’re working really hard on improving your existence, and I’m right there with you. I’m proud of us for doing the work, and I truly believe it will pay off. 😌
@MessyGoals
You're channel is the perfect mix of thoughtful narration and travel/daily life. I always feel like we're going on a journey with you, even if you're just hanging out at home. I think a lot of us struggle with these things so I appreciate you sharing how you work through them!
@LS-zt3xz
I just wanted to comment on what you said about feeling stuck in the place that you are (both physically and mentally), as that's something I definitely relate to and felt throughout every stage of my life. I recall you had shared that you'll be moving to Berlin next year -- I am super excited for you and think that it'll be a great move for you, but would just say to be cognizant of a different set of challenges that will crop up in Berlin that didn't exist in Guangzhou (e.g., not being able to speak/read the local language, often being the only Asian person in the room, gloomy weather for 6 months out of the year, etc), and to really take care of yourself mentally and emotionally to prepare for that. I hope that didn't come across as too didactic! Good luck in this new year and hope to see you some time in Europe!
@jeretso
Working in an office I get to listen to people talk about their kids, sports, traffic, divorce, health and vacations. BLAH, BLAH. I'm gonna miss them when I'm gone. And I sure would like some sweet company(Cups by Anna Kendrick). Good People .
@glitchscribble44
Honestly same. This video is so relatable on so many levels. What I’ve found that helps my anxiety is to just keep moving and to avoid thinking about myself all the time and prioritizing helping others. But anyhow thanks for sharing! Your videos are very wholesome and I always look forward to watching every time you upload ❤
@courtneyb3173
This is the first video I’ve seen from you channel and wow! Thank you for sharing such raw and honest content. People definitely need to see and hear your experiences. I appreciate it ! Keep it up!
@QueenXKnit